I think of you the most tenderly, at least that’s what I tell myself.I think of how you looked so pleased with yourself when you looked at me. It seemed you’d been waiting your whole life to be in love. It…Apr 12, 2024Apr 12, 2024
Chapter 1: Disturbed30 breaths is all it takes. Stomach rising, lungs filling, tense muscles twitching with the eagerness of release. I was twelve the first…Feb 5, 2024Feb 5, 2024
One of the Firsts“Forget it” I can’t keep myself from smirking. It’s becoming more and more common to see you bashful. It’s like watching the sun peek out…Dec 8, 2023Dec 8, 2023
I have this clear picture of you — smiling through the pain.I wonder if other people can stop loving you, because I can’t. I must’ve tried it all by now. Make you the bad guy, make me the bad guy…Dec 1, 2023Dec 1, 2023
This is mostly true. Part 1.I still haven’t got a bus pass. I started hopping on when the city was giving free rides in April. I felt simply European. Drinking…Nov 10, 2023Nov 10, 2023
a dream from jenna’s bedthere is no going back to innocence. once you can name it, it’s gone from you. you are now an ocean — too vast, too alive.Oct 24, 2022Oct 24, 2022
my heart is full on April 2nd.All day I steam milk and recommend chocolate because we’re out of caramel. My body feels heavy and I’ve grown weary of smiling as I recite…Feb 15, 2022Feb 15, 2022
not one for idahoI stuffed my hands deeper into my jacket pockets. Crisp, cold air danced across my cheeks, over my nose, and up along my ears; leaving…Feb 15, 2022Feb 15, 2022
